I've been feeling a lot like Rodney Dangerfield lately, in that I can't get no respect. I fail to understand why, since I'm like the nicest person in the world. Maybe that's the cause. I'm too nice to people and I get walked all over for my efforts. I don't know, it's frustrating really. I just want to be treated the same way I treat others. My thing is, I respect people until they give me a reason not to. After that it's next to impossible to get it back again. I wish people understood this about me. I wish I could learn to be a bit more of a bitch to people without having all of the guilt that goes with it. Whenever I've been rude or abrupt with someone, it always comes back to me and I usually go and apologize for my behavior. Why is it that no one does this for me? I'm so fed up with all of it really. It puts me in a mood where I just want to walk away from everyone and forget they exist. I'm talking mostly of co-workers and bosses here. Family a little bit. Not my husband though. He's been really great. I don't think he knows how proud of him I am and how much I've enjoyed being with him too. Guess he knows now.